jade as Me

I wished to be upgraded every now and then. Be update on what's going on without any fears. But i can't.

i think it's normal to be like this. no matter how much i gather courage. i do still feels it. I have my own limitations. A real fact that i need to consider. But what makes me get amazed with myself is when i contrast it with a computer.  Upon typing all of this words i wrote. i find myself as it is. Whatever software you install, it will be damaged. No matter how updated it is. time will come that it's program will be obsolete.

THAT'S HOW I DEFINED MYSELF.